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[A tinny man's voice gives what is clearly a default answer machine message. Vira-Lorr is still figuring the phone out it seems.]
"Hello, we are not available now. Please leave your name and phone number after the beep. We will return your call."
*Beep*

Date: 2021-02-10 03:16 am (UTC)
thunderingcourage: (Defeated/Angry)
From: [personal profile] thunderingcourage
We're in room 509. But everything's awful, it was so great earlier, but now it's awful.

[The bonfire had been fun, and everyone was so friendly and generous as they kept giving her drinks. But then why was everything that he said just echoing in her head?]

Date: 2021-02-16 03:09 am (UTC)
thunderingcourage: (Defeated/Angry)
From: [personal profile] thunderingcourage
[At first, there wasn't much of a response, but after twenty or thirty seconds the sound of the latch on the door being opened before the door cracked just a little.]

I'm here. You didn't have to come.

Date: 2021-02-16 07:20 pm (UTC)
thunderingcourage: (♃ Not enough)
From: [personal profile] thunderingcourage
[Makoto didn't move very quickly, but when the other embraced she wrapped her arms around and sagged a little, everything felt so heavy. Her hair and clothes still smelled slightly like the smoke from the bonfire, as well as a slight scent from the drinks. She hadn't been back at the hotel long, and Atsushi hadn't come back to the room yet either. There was a single bedside lamp on but otherwise it was dark.]

I said I'd always put others first. I hurt you though, how can I make it up to you?

Date: 2021-02-17 02:42 am (UTC)
thunderingcourage: (♃ Concerned)
From: [personal profile] thunderingcourage
[Makoto closed her eyes, a tear slipping out. She had known that she really liked Atsushi, that he made her happier than anyone else did or had since she'd come to Deerington, and even since before then. He made her feel special, seen, she felt like he really understood her, every part of her and was able to give just as much. She knew that he had the same self-doubt, but she was sure that he was a good person, someone that she could care for. And so she found herself admitting what they hadn't confessed to one another yet as her head rested against Vira-Lorr's and they shared a hug.]

I. . . I do love him. I really do, I don't want to ruin it. I don't want to hurt him, or you, or anyone. I just want to protect all of you from the awful things that keep happening.

I have to be strong enough.

Date: 2021-02-17 03:04 am (UTC)
thunderingcourage: (Private time)
From: [personal profile] thunderingcourage
But what if he's right and I'm not strong enough. I was having so much fun and everything was great, but now my head's spinning and I can't stop thinking about that conversation from yesterday, a few days ago, whenever.

I might be the toxic friendship that he was talking bout. You, Rei, Usagi, Minako, you all support me and have done so much for me even if I don't ask. How can I give enough back with everything all of you have done for me.

Date: 2021-02-17 03:42 am (UTC)
thunderingcourage: (Cooking: ruined)
From: [personal profile] thunderingcourage
He wouldn't listen to anything I was saying because he said I haven't yet lived long enough for the worst choices. But I've had to make plenty of choices and wouldn't change any of them.

[She'd died fighting long before Deerington. And she'd defeated enemies as well, Makoto knew hard choices. Of course, she didn't tell reaper any of that, she didn't trust him with her secret or any of their secrets. Honestly, Makoto was still wary of him and afraid he'd try to attack Usagi.]

Someone should talk to him and show him that it's alright to believe in your friends and that there are plenty of people who will do whatever they can to help. Without having a motive or reason, and that he doesn't have to threaten everyone.

Date: 2021-02-18 04:41 pm (UTC)
thunderingcourage: (Defeated/Angry)
From: [personal profile] thunderingcourage
So he's a jerk to everyone?

[That didn't really make her feel any better. And she was still thinking about how he insisted that she'd ruin everything.]

I don't always see hope. I just want to believe that everyone has a chance, that everyone should have a chance to be happy, to find someone that they love. I'm not that good of a person.

Date: 2021-02-23 03:53 am (UTC)
thunderingcourage: (Hidden blush)
From: [personal profile] thunderingcourage
[Makoto blushed a little more, her head spinning a little as she thought about Atsushi.]

I'm really happy when I'm with him. He always makes me feel better and encourages me, I feel stronger and like can do anything. The last few days have been great because we were staying together. But I couldn't find him at the festival, he would have enjoyed it.

Did you get to go? There were a lot of people, and everyone was enjoying it and were friendly.

Date: 2021-02-26 02:44 am (UTC)
thunderingcourage: (Haha so funny)
From: [personal profile] thunderingcourage
It was a lot of fun, everyone was friendly. I had the chance to dance with Rei and ran into a few other friends there too. The drinks were really good too.

[Makoto leaned into Vira-Lorr a little her mind was calming down a little now that it was directed to more pleasant thoughts. She wasn't stuck spinning her wheels and spiraling inward thanks to her friend.]

But the two of you were dancing? Did you tell her anything?

Date: 2021-02-26 06:03 pm (UTC)
thunderingcourage: (Relax!)
From: [personal profile] thunderingcourage
They tasted great. They music was a little weird but still fun and easy to dance to.

Lounging sounds nice though, having the chance to take in the warmth of the sun and just enjoy actually having a bit of light. I can't wait for spring and summer to get here. But something like that sounds a lot more like Setsuna than dancing or something with a lot of other people.

[At least Makoto assumed it was, since she'd never the woman do anything besides work.]

Did she want to read instead?

Date: 2021-02-27 03:52 am (UTC)
thunderingcourage: (Default)
From: [personal profile] thunderingcourage
Maybe, having a little time to spend together, all just being able to live together peacefully. It would be more like a dream than a nightmare.

[Makoto leaned back a little bracing herself on her arms as she closed her eyes. She wanted to go home, but at the same time she didn't want to say goodbye to everyone she had met here.]

Date: 2021-02-28 03:56 pm (UTC)
thunderingcourage: (Cooking: Bento box)
From: [personal profile] thunderingcourage
More times like the bonfire, just everyone relaxing and having a good time. Or maybe having a picnic or getting to just hang out at the arcade without having to worry about being sucked into a game or something.

[It had only been six months for Makoto and yet at the same time it had seemed like so much longer. Those she had met and grown close to, it seemed like she had known them for years with how friendly they had been and how much they had all been through together. She sincerely trusted them all.]

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