I'm... I'm no longer ready to return. This place has broken me a little, and I want to heal. I can only do that remaining here somehow, making peace with what I've seen, what I've lost and what I've become.

I don't simply want to depart and allow my amnesia to 'solve' everything for me. [She grunted.] And I'm not very good at goodbyes to begin with. I never liked them much.